Saturday, February 6, 2010

Saturday, February 05, 2010

i thought letting go of you would be easy. told myself i'll get over this...
the first few months were quite drainin for me, i really thought it would be as easy as said.
but the fact was that it wasnt quite the way i wanted it to be, basically cried myself to sleep each night...
i really didnt wanna let go of u...our relationship was the only true relationship that was actually real and not for casual fun.
these few months been keeping myself busy with work and things to do just to get u out of my mind..
i guess until yst when someone i met told me wht u did with him..
i just felt like crying... been lying to myself the whole time...
i really thought i got u out of my mind...
my heart just broke into so much pieces...
never did i once believed wht the others said about u, but i guess people dont lie after all...
i tried hating u but i cant...its so hard, i just cant bring myself to hate u..
when i said i missed u i really did...
i guess there isnt such a thing as a fairy tale ending...




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