innocence

we used to be close...
there's more than meets the eye...

ps. baby i'm yours..i'll wait

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe cause your here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Here with me do you see your all I need

And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

i tried but each time i fail...

Friday, February 12, 2010

this chinese new year doesnt really seem to be a chinese new year to me somehow or rather, i just feel its like celebrating another big ocasion.
the mood's not right...
i haven even bought new shirts, expt for 2 burberry shirts...
doesnt feel like CNY
just doing it for the ang poas..

Friday, February 11, 2010

whats there to say? its just 1 more day away from chinese new year...
honestly i cant wait to collect my ang poas baby:)
WOOHOOOO...
i love the colour red in a packet:)
got to turn in now, got to fking work tmr..:(

Thursday, February 10, 2010

just came home, tired.
Have u ever sent a message and held your phone in your hands just waiting for that one reply to come and brighten up your day?
Tried talking to you, but i know you're busy with all your work...
i totally understand. Well, i guess i can only cheer u on from the side lines. I just love seeing you smile, i love your cute bubbly attitude towards everything. Its the little gesture between you and me that i love so much. I love looking into your eyes and winking at you just to see u break into a smile. I'll always be there for u come what may, i promise.

"As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you"
LOVe, lennard

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Feels like i spent all this time talking to walls
Feels like i gotta let go of the way it was before
Are your really there? are you made of stone?
Am i talking to someone or am i here all alone

Are you alive, don't you feel, feel, feel?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Seems like you're stuck in a daze, slipping away, away
I'm sick of trying to reach you, can't you say what's on your mind
Baby we're losing the race to far behind, behind
Tell me that i'm not the only one who can try, who can fight the wall

Are you alive, don't you feel, feel, feel?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Sometimes the words they don't get through
What really speaks is what you do
Open up, let me inside, just wanna find you

Are you alive, are you, are you?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Whoa, wake up, are you dead?

Saturday, February 05, 2010

i thought letting go of you would be easy. told myself i'll get over this...
the first few months were quite drainin for me, i really thought it would be as easy as said.
but the fact was that it wasnt quite the way i wanted it to be, basically cried myself to sleep each night...
i really didnt wanna let go of u...our relationship was the only true relationship that was actually real and not for casual fun.
these few months been keeping myself busy with work and things to do just to get u out of my mind..
i guess until yst when someone i met told me wht u did with him..
i just felt like crying... been lying to myself the whole time...
i really thought i got u out of my mind...
my heart just broke into so much pieces...
never did i once believed wht the others said about u, but i guess people dont lie after all...
i tried hating u but i cant...its so hard, i just cant bring myself to hate u..
when i said i missed u i really did...
i guess there isnt such a thing as a fairy tale ending...

Friday, February 05, 2010

did basically nothing much today except for the fact i woke up at 3 in the afternoon.
Anyway i also dont know wht to post:) just blogged for fun
the weekends are almost here.
Excited to slack:)
k bye:)